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Last night I had a dream about Wes. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm still not over him. Although, if for some reason he called me up and said he wanted to start again, I'd say no...even though I miss him terribly, it's not worth it again. Anyway, onto my dream.
Wes had come to visit me, and I was staying at my parent's house instead of in my apartment. He had broken up with me a few days into his visit, but was still staying with us. He and my sister were in the kitchen at the table, eating breakfast, and I walked in to do some dishes. He was talking to me as though nothing had happened, and it was really pissing me off, and as I was scrubbing the pot in the sink, every word he said just made me more and more upset until I couldn't stand it anymore. I turned around and screamed something at him, but I don't remember what it was. He got up in a huff and went into the basement.
I tried to continue what I was doing, but couldn't concentrate, so I started making a grilled cheese sandwich, but couldn't do it, I was so upset. So I threw the chunk of Velveeta at the television in the kitchen and sat down at the table and cried. Then I went down to the basement to find Wes, thinking he'd be fuming and pacing around, but he was laying down on the floor with something covering his eyes to block out the light. I sat down next to him and told him about my explosion in the kitchen, and we talked for a little bit, and we walked back upstairs together, and thing seemed okay.
I woke up depressed this morning.
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Dreams about exes are the worst. I know exactly how you feel. I still have dreams about the last girl I was serious about before my wife. In almost all the dreams we are back together, but I am still married. I am leading some double life and I am happier than I have ever been. However, at the end of the dream my ex always cheats on me and I go back to my wife. Where I realize how lucky and truly happy I am. The wierd thing is I always wake up so sad from losing my ex again. In real life she cheated on me and our relationship ended afterwards. I really don't know what to make of me feeling sad though, because I don't miss her. Strange world the world of dreams.
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